It's hard to say whether the events before today have been morbidly bad, or that It's just seeming to come full circle.Neopian life: Can knock off 1 of 4 things on my item wishlist. *cuddles Pandaphant, and it's new cooraperative rainblug*
Subeta: Got random B-day taco stickers from people I don't know, haha and I have 11 mil, even after an HA shopping spree indulgence.
RL:....Andrew and I are..taking a break from each other at best. (Dear John letter included from him. receieved the day before.) I know better about the "Gimme-another-chance, leave 900 messages" is a big no-no. Man did I underestimate how hard not to do that is. Especially since I know he's stressed from work, and he was so giddy about how great life was going to get for us a week ago, and just never called back since.
Math is going great! I'm getting a B in geometry. It's like a divine miracle up from above.
My best friend came over to console me. I haven't told many relatives yet, my mom is going to be so broken up when she comes back from her business trip. She is in love with him and how optimistic things (seemed) to be going.
Got some birthday cash I'm dumping in the savings. ($45.00)
....How do I feel? As violently adjusted as I can be to such extremes. It's being balanced out. I can't help but believe things are going to get better. This is my first true heartbreak, but I can honestly say I've been through so much worse.
*plays with those New Year's Eve party poppers I like so much*
have a great one.
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